What's Wrong? ｢(ﾟﾍﾟ)

 

Hey there! It's me again.. Messing up around.. JK!
I just had a day which is gloomy....
I never thought that 'that will happen to me.. It's too unexpected.. But yeah, I didn't accept it..
I don't know why.. But a half of myself wants to forgive, but the other half still felt hatred and anger.
*sigh* I hate these kind of situations.. I was pressured by my friends earlier which broke me down to tears.
my high-pride self is here again. (ㄒoㄒ)
Honestly, it's been a while since I cried because of him.
I felt freedom and happiness after erasing him from my mind, heart, and life.....
and now, he came back, asking for forgiveness, and that made me feel so bad.
I mean, this gloomy feeling I felt before when we were still in a relationship.
But, nah.. Forget the past and treasure the present, right?

What's so GREAT about having a Boyfriend? 【・ヘ・?】

I've been thinking of this and I got a lot of answers from my mind.. 〆(・∀・＠)\

I only had a boyfriend once, so I don't think I can give a flood of opinions about it. (and I don't have a plan of having another one, for this time)

Anyways, having a boyfriend is great: you talk about everything; you look forward for each day you'll be together; he/she's the reason why you woke up early; someone you can hug; kiss; cuddle; hold each other; share food together; but it feels like dying when you fight about something. I can remember myself when my EX-boyfriend and I fought about something, and I cried all night while hiding myself from my family (because I don't want them to know that I'm actually crying) It was kind of funny to think that I was that fragile, and my heart feels like exploding! /(*ι*)ヾ

When we broke up, I feel so lonely as a day passed (because we text for almost 24/7? LOL) I've been single again for like 3 months already, and I actually feel happy about it. I seem to appreciate many things easily than before. I never feel bad about something when my family teases me. I was so grumpy before too（＞д＜）I can honestly say that I've changed a lot. I'm more energetic than before, which is a good thing right? I talk to people more than before (and I was known to be a snober before!)

I told myself "I'll just turn into an old lady if I'll have a boyfriend again~!" but I know not all boys are like him, so maybe I can give chance to someone. Well, I didn't regret having a relationship with my ex, since he helped me what a real relationship is about. We took it seriously, which is a good one. But let's just forget about it.. (honestly, I miss those times)

In conclusion to that, it depends if this guy is serious or not. I hope guys won't cheat to their girls, it hurts us you know. It feels like killing someone ψ(｀∇´)ψ You just better break up with her to be with someone else, than cheating. I know, bad idea, but better

What's Fun About Intramurals? (´･_･`)

It's intramurals week in our school and I'm not playing anything.. （；_・）
That's simply because I don't play a sport, or even chess.
But I still can tell what's fun about it..

First you can show your sports ability. That's what intramurals are all about, right? To show your sports ability, compete, and win.
Second, no class! LoL What? It's a little good thing to have no class, but yeah, it with make students more lazy when regular classes resume..
Third,  it is fun since your teamwork with your classmates and batch mates will be tighten.. You can create friendship with the people you never had the chance to befriend with..

Since I'm not a sporty girl like everyone else, I find sports so fascinating when I come to understand its concept. Just like softball/baseball, I understand how they score just by watching. Also in volleyball, since there was no volleyball in my elementary days, and just figured it out after highschool.

Maybe I should find a sport for some time soon? Gambaremasu~! (✿◠‿◠)

Hello! (^o^)/

Good evening (^ _ ^)/
I'm Mariane and I'll be starting writing in this blog about anything
I used to be making a lot of blogs, but didn't turned great, so I closed them down..
Anyways, I hope I can open up my mind here and practice again my writing skills (　＾∇＾)